It`s a sin to be tired.

Actors do like watching girls parade down the runway for some reason.

I started going back and forth, New York, London, New York, London. I wasn`t looking back at all. I was doing tons of jobs. Working, working, working, working.

I was really nervous, intimidated by the whole thing-all the people and all the buzzing, and all the sitting around waiting. I felt really small in this huge place.

I was amazed at the support that I got when I was in there. And when I came out people knew that I was back on track. I was interested in working again.

The first time I went to Johnny Depp`s house in LA is when I realized what I was getting myself into. I knew he was famous, but I didn`t really know what that entailed.

I have a dress-up chest at home. I love to create this fantasy kind of thing.

I`d watched model competitions and Miss World on television, but I wasn`t conscious of fashion magazines. I knew teenage magazines.

What people say isn`t going to stop me. I have to do things for myself.

I had tried to get focused on other things. But I always ended up back in the same place, and it wasn`t making me happy. I needed to get the focus back.

I`ll never forget that show season. It was completely mad. I was staying between Christy and Naomi`s rooms and it was all limos and the Ritz Hotel and all that kind of business.

I like creating images.

I thought it was quite vain to say, I want to be a model.

People don`t hear me talk. They don`t expect me to.

I feel like I become somebody else when I do the pictures. I don`t like doing pictures as myself. I like to be made into somebody different.

All of a sudden to get all of this attention, and to be away from home and working all the time was hard. I was on planes all the time. I didn`t see my friends. I cried a lot. It was quite terrifying.

I have made some of the best friends that I`ve got in this business.

I want to apologize to all of the people I have let down because of my behavior which has reflected badly on my family, friends, co-workers, business associates and others.

I kind of lost interest in school. I was never really that interested anyway. I was never academic. I didn`t really go to school as much as I should have.

When people see an actor speak, they think they know him or her, whereas I`m just a face or a body to them.

Calvin was very clever. We did the pictures and made the commercial, and that really worked.

I was doing things that weren`t good for me. So I checked into the Churchill Priory clinic. It was the best thing I`ve done for ages.

Everyone`s projecting onto you, or you feel like everyone is judging you. I feel like I`m being judged a lot of the time. You become really self-conscious.

I was definitely living fast. I was working, traveling a lot, playing. I didn`t stop. It all became unbalanced.

There`s always a dinner to go to. There`re always loads of people around. I was having fun working with my friends. For a while it all just kind of rolled together in a great way.

Now I can walk into a room full of people I don`t know and do my job. That`s quite a massive thing to learn, I think.

There was a point when it all really took off and got quite overwhelming, even though I didn`t realize it.

I was 14 when I started modeling. At the end of that first day my mum said, If you want to do this, you`re on your own because I`m not traipsing around London ever again like that. It`s a nightmare.

I`d go on the train to castings, changing from my school uniform on the train. I carried on like that for a few years, getting jobs in bits and pieces.

It is quite amazing what I didn`t feel after a while. I didn`t really want to feel things.

I was a scapegoat. The media had to put responsibility on somebody, and I was chosen. They felt free to say that because someone was thin they were anorexic, which is ridiculous.

People think your success is just a matter of having a pretty face. But it`s easy to be chewed up and spat out. You`ve got to stay ahead of the game to be able to stay in it.

All of a sudden I was living what is perceived to be the model life. It was just full-on, 24 hours a day. It was work all the time. And there`s always a party to go to.