I bumped into every kind of disappointment, and was frustrated at every turn. Roles promised me were given to other players, pictures that offered me a chance were shelved, no one was particularly interested in me, and I had not developed a strength of personality to make anyone believe I had special talents. I wanted so desperately to succeed that I drove myself relentlessly, taking no time off for pleasures, or for friendships - yet aiming at the stars, I was still floundering.

I am not an adult, that`s my explanation of myself. Except when I am working on a set, I have all the inhibitions and shyness of the bashful, backward child . . . unless I have something very much in common with a person, I am lost. I am swallowed up in my own silence.

[on her first marriage, which only lasted a day] Julian [Julian Anckner] looked a lot like Abraham Lincoln, and that`s probably why I fell in love with him. One day we were out driving and he suddenly said, "Hey, why don`t we get married?" So we lied about our ages and got married in a sheriff`s office. You should have heard our families` reactions - all sorts of screaming and shouting and carrying on about suicide. Well, neither Julian nor I had enough income to make it possible for us to live together, so our marriage lasted one day.

If people don`t like your work, all the still pictures in the world can`t help you and nothing written about you, even oceans of it, will make you popular.

It`s hardly fair for women to do the same things at the same hours every day of their lives, while men have new experiences, meet new people every day. I felt that way as a little girl, with two older brothers around the house. It seemed to me that they led adventurous lives, compared with mine. I felt cheated and frustrated. I became a tomboy in self-defense. I decided that I was going to do things that were exciting, or at least interesting.

[speaking in in the 1930s] I`ve never had a single close intimate girlfriend in all my life. I never had a chum to whom I could confide my secrets. I suppose that accounts for the fact that now it is so painfully difficult for me to open my heart and confide in people who are, so often, almost strangers. You have to learn so very young to open your heart.

[on her early acting days] My very "naturalness" was my undoing. I had to learn that to appear natural on the screen requires a vast amount of training, that is the test of an actor`s art. It would be more spectacular if I could say that out of the hurt and humiliation of that failure was born a determination to success, to prove I had the makings of an actress. But it wouldn`t be true. That urge came later.

[on making Only Angels Have Wings (1939)] I loved sinking my head into Cary Grant`s chest.

on her first marriage, which only lasted a day] Julian [Julian Anckner] looked a lot like Abraham Lincoln, and that`s probably why I fell in love with him. One day we were out driving and he suddenly said, "Hey, why don`t we get married?" So we lied about our ages and got married in a sheriff`s office. You should have heard our families` reactions - all sorts of screaming and shouting and carrying on about suicide. Well, neither Julian nor I had enough income to make it possible for us to live together, so our marriage lasted one day.

First I played ingénues and western heroines; then I played western heroines and ingénues. That diet of roles became as monotonous as a diet of spinach. The studio wouldn`t trust me with any other kind of role, because I had no experience in any other kind. And I didn`t see how I was ever going to acquire any other experience if I couldn`t get any other kind of role. It was a vicious circle.

(on doing interviews) Quite frankly, I`d rather have my throat slit.

If people don`t like your work, all the still pictures in the world can`t help you and nothing written about you, even oceans of it, will make you popular

[on Hollywood] I hated the place - not the work, but the lack of privacy, those terrible prying fan magazine writers and all the surrounding exploitation.

The fact that I did not marry George Bernard Shaw is the only real disappointment I`ve had.

I guess I became an actress because I didn`t want to be myself.

It`s a strenuous job every day of your life to live up to the way you look on the screen.