I`ve always been an atheist. Science explains everything. There is no meaning in life except to be the best at something. If only I could be the best at something, perhaps my parents would love me.

Religion is silly. When you`re dead, you turn into a source for future flowers and plants . . . I don`t know what`s on the other side of death and it scares me. Darkness and nothingness scare me. I`d rather face the miseries of my day-to-day life than turn into darkness.